A Camp Tekoa
Discussion I’m still stuck on
This past
July I spent a week serving the 300+ campers and staff at Camp Tekoa
as their “Pastor of the Week.” Camp Tekoa
is an amazing, God-filled place and I consider my annual volunteering to be a
vital part of my ministry. One of the
things that I love about Camp
Tekoa is not only the
beautiful mountains or fun camp activities of swimming, hiking, playing, etc.,
but it’s the little God-moments that happen everyday. God just shows up; in a conversation, at the
dinner table, on the porch rocking chairs, and you never see it coming. I had one of those moments this year during
my Bible Study with one of the 5th grade groups.
Sitting in
the Chapel in the Woods (a small worship area in the woods beside the lake
complete with benches and a stone altar) I see the 5th grade group come for the
morning. Cute kids. Now I’ve had a dozen groups so far of all ages
and most of the Bible Studies have gone relatively the same. Good stuff, but predictable. Here I expect no different. After a quick introduction a hand goes up
from a sweet blond-haired girl in the back.
“Pastor Brad, I have a question, and it’s been bothering me.”
I look at
her counselor and she sighs, “She asked me last night in the cabin and we went
around in circles, so I said we’ll just ask you today. I’m so sorry!”
Uh oh, I think, and ask her to go ahead
with her question. “Well, the Bible says
you shouldn’t kill anyone, you know in the Ten Commandments, right?” “Yes,” I reply while thinking, I bet that
wasn’t the hard question, though I hope it is. “Well, David, he killed Goliath, so was David
bad, or what’s going on?”
I lit up. It’s the best question I’ve ever heard about the Bible in a LONG time. I wonder if she would be willing to ask that same question at home, or in church. My guess is sadly no. Sometimes we go to church not to be challenged or face challenges, but to be told what we want to hear. Kids pick up on that, that you should never rock the boat. I’m grateful that
1. being
confronted by passages where Scripture contradicts itself
2. the
tension between war, peace, security, and the Gospel
Now #1
makes some Christians freak out. When
they hear that the Bible contradicts itself; they feel like this is a
spring-board leading to a full-wage assault on their faith. Usually those believers become extremely
defensive to the point of meanness. Now
I’m going to say something that may get you worked up too. Note that you shouldn’t, that it isn’t as bad
as you think it is. Here’s the truth;
sometimes Scripture contradicts itself. I knew that as a kid with this one; did Judas
kill himself by hanging (Matthew 27:5) or by jumping off a cliff with a splat
(Acts 1:18). It can’t be both, can
it? Well a pastor once answered me this question when I was a
teen, saying that it could be both (and this gets morbid). He told me that Judas hanged himself on
a tree branch overhanging a cliff, and the branch broke and Judas fell with the
“splat.” His explanation kind of
reminded me of elaborate stories kids tell the teacher explaining why they
didn’t have their homework. That’s just
one. There are others and many are minor
but worth noting;
·
In the Creation account, which came first;
animals and then humans (Genesis 1: 25-26) or humans and then animals (Genesis
2: 18-19)?
·
The Sermon on the Mount; did Jesus preach it from
a mountain (Matthew 5) or an open plain (Luke 6)?
·
When Jesus hung on the cross, did the soldiers
offer him vinegar (Matthew 27:34) or wine with myrrh (Mark 15: 23)?
·
How many angels were in the Empty Tomb; one
(Mark 16) or two (Luke 24)?
Now you may
look at this and say, “Big whoop. It isn’t that big a deal.” Or you may say, “But the Bible is inerrant! Brad,
you are off your rocker!” Or, “This is the language of the enemy! Don’t listen to it!” I’m just accepting the facts; the Bible does
have different accounts for the same events.
It sometimes says one thing and then later says another. Even Jesus was real with this in Matthew 5:
43-44; “You have
heard that it was said, ‘Love your neighbor and hate your
enemy.’ But I tell you, love your enemies and pray
for those who persecute you.” He’s
quoting Leviticus 24: 19-21. So if Jesus
notes it, we should too. Now does this
have to become that spring-board into a conversation of why the Bible is
wrong? Not at all. But if you pretend these issues don’t exist,
you lose credibility with the skeptics or a sweet little girl who asks a
honest, serious question at Camp
Tekoa . My advice; acknowledge the inconsistencies,
own them, embrace them. Don’t fight them
because a good hardened skeptic will list dozens of harder contradictions or
discrepancies to pummel you. That is
also why you’ll never hear me say the Bible is inerrant. It’s basically a rude way to say that you
have no interest in talking with someone
(skeptic or anyone) but that you’ll love talking at someone (or shout, yell, the garbage we’re all sick of). The word I recently heard and love is inspired,
that Scripture was and is Divinely Inspired.
The Bible has many different authors, and we need to own that. It's not a single book, it's a library, the best library ever, but a library still. This explains how and why many Scriptural accounts
have different tellings. This will lead
you to truth, to grace, to salvation (with a little education and support of
course), and you can avoid being tripped up on the contradiction stuff while at
the same time acknowledging it.
And that
takes us to #2 of the question; the tension between war, peace, security, and
the Gospel. This is bigger and has
broader consequences for all of us. This
is another Scriptural issue that drove me crazy growing up; reading of a God
who, “is good to all, and his tender
mercies are over all his works" (Psalm 145:9) and yet in other
passages says; "I will dash them one
against another, parents and children together, says the Lord. I will not
pity or spare or have compassion when I destroy them. (Jeremiah 13:14)." Uhh…which is it? Is God ordering the armies of Joshua to
invade and slay all the men and women, young and old, cattle, sheep and donkeys
of Jericho, the enemies of God’s chosen (Joshua 6: 21), or is God commanding us
to, “love your enemies and pray for those
who persecute you (Matthew 5:44)?” Can it be both? Neither? Is one right and the other wrong? Did
David do the right thing by killing Goliath, or did he break God’s commandment
of Thou Shall Not Kill?
Now we are
going deeper into the Word. Good. We are normally very shallow with it. Usually when I think of the sins of David I
think of him stealing his best friend’s wife Bathsheba and having him murdered
while in war. I never thought of David attacking
Goliath being on the same plane. In my
thoughts I guess I just chalked it up as, “He’s
defending his country from the Philistines and Goliath. I mean it’s Goliath! He beat Goliath with a sling! It’s a great story, so it’s cool and worth
celebrating! Like the movie Rocky!!” So in times of war, the 10 Commandments
become…overridden? Inconvenient? We can do that? Well, think of the Nazis, I hear the reply. The Nazis! We had to fight back, to defend those who are
helpless! It was the Nazis!!! Okay, so when Jesus told us to Love Our Enemies,
he only meant some of the time, or that Jesus wasn’t really serious. Yeah, my pulse is quickening too.
So what
about men and women who volunteer to defend our country in our armed forces, to
defend the helpless and defend our values?
Are their actions, just? When we
pray for our soldiers to come home, by what means are we praying for this
outcome? Where’s the grace here, or
there? Should there have been grace and
mercy when David faced Goliath? If
you’ve forgotten, not only was Goliath killed and beheaded, the entire Philistine
army was killed and the Israelites lined the roads with their bodies (a grim
reminder to any other army who wants to mess with Israel ).
Do I have
the answers? I wish, but I have wrestled
with this for a long time, wrestled with God too, and this powerful question at
Camp brought it all back to me. While I
don’t have answers, I do have a frame of mind that I’ll share with you when
faced with issues of defense, defending your home, defending your people,
security, and what if anything the Good Shepherd has to do with this.
First, we must acknowledge we live in a
broken world. Our world is broken,
and that brokenness is not new. What is
new is the magnitude of that brokenness.
It’s widening and more visible today.
People are living in hopelessness, fear, greed, and inflict real harm on people
(innocent or not). For some, standing
idly by and watching in vain is the wrong choice. So they sacrifice their time, their freedom,
their relationships, and sometimes their very lives to protect the innocent and
make a difference. I’m not just talking
about those who serve in our military. Police
officers do this. Rebel armies do this
against oppressors (while others call them terrorists. Labels can be confusing). So does a protest movement (which are often labeled rebel-rousers, or ungrateful losers. Labels are partisan, and we have enough of that crap). In times of relative peace these decisions aren’t
as urgent, there is no the Biblical tension, and everyone is...cool. Truthfully, these tensions and hurts are still there, they are just hidden under the surface. In these current times, bullets and
bombs, tear gas and rubber bullets are raining in our cities, and cities and places around the world. Sometimes a bully needs a knuckle-sandwich,
right? Who is the bully? It's a mess, and it gives us a headache. I’m sure many of the authors of
Scripture felt that way too. Since we live
a broken world, we have a lot of broken choices to choose from. I get it when people volunteer to serve and
combat this brokenness. I love them
deeply. I honor their courage and
selflessness. For those times of war and
conflict I pray for peace, I pray for mercy, and I will not judge them for
their selflessness. Also, I also want to live a
world free from those brokenness that leads to violence. That means for myself I have to see what
choices I have to make. We don’t always
know the impact of our choices, so let’s make some good, holy choices of our
own. That leads us to my second
frame-of-mind;
Second, we need to take Jesus at his word
and love our enemies. This is beyond
hard. Have you ever tried to be friends
or just be friendly to people you thought were absolute jerks? I’m sure you have. Sometimes it’s a co-worker, or a boss, so you
don’t have a choice (or an easy choice anyway).
Sometimes it’s a family member that is rude, or racist, or someone that uses you or
others. They just make you mad! Sometimes it’s a church member, whose pride
and fear dominate the life of a church community. And these are the kinds of people that
Jesus commanded us to love? Wouldn’t you
rather spend time with people you like, people you’re comfortable with, people
you agree with? Of course (me too!), and
that’s part of the reason why we’ve become so partisan over the decades. We crave comfort, conformity, safety, and
security, and especially among friends.
AH! There are the words, the words
that mess us up. Safety and security. We all want to be safe, we want to feel
secure. We want our homes, our children,
and ourselves to be safe and secure. We
will go to extremes to insure this safety.
Is playing it safe a path to holiness, or wisdom, or is playing it safe and
becoming secure setting us up for a greater fall? Here’s such a struggle (though minor) I learned on vacation
this summer.
"Stay on the right of the road!" |
Jesus knew
this well as he began to build the Kingdom
of God . He could have played it safe by spending time
only with the Jews, or the Pharisees, or even the Romans. It would have been a fun time, eating and
drinking and telling tales within a secure kingdom that seemed eternal but
wasn’t. Instead he broke bread with
sinners; the poor, the lame, the weak, the pathetic, the troublemakers, the rebel rousers, those
whom the world judged were without value.
It was those very people who craved security and conformity that felt
the most threatened by Jesus, and they killed him for it. Ah, now here is a defense worth fighting for!
Jesus, who is the most innocent, the
most pure, is going to be arrested by his enemies to be killed. He did nothing wrong, and they’re going to
treat him like a criminal (the same kind he kept company)? Wouldn’t you stand in their way? Wouldn’t you cry out at the injustice? Can you see yourself rising up to defend
Jesus? Peter did, as he pulls out his
sword and attacks Jesus’ enemies (injuring the slave of the High Priest). Peter is only doing what David did against
Goliath and the Philistines, right? What
does Jesus say? In Matthew, Luke, and
John, Jesus criticizes Peter, adding in Matthew, “Those who draw by the sword will die by the sword (Matthew 26: 52).” So much for a defense. Now is this the exception, or the rule?
We are
confronted with many choices; to be safe or be faithful. To be honest or be shifty. To be true or be a mirage. Security is a mirage. Just as locked doors don’t keep out thieves
(they us e the windows, I’ve experienced it), the greatest army on earth can’t
prevent every act of terrorism. There
will never be security when people hate and they teach their children to hate,
or if we do teach that hate ourselves (often we don’t even realize we’re doing
it, but our actions and attitudes are passed and learned every generation). The hate will grow when we isolate ourselves
from people we don’t like, trust, and hate. Isolation
is another broken choice, so maybe we should make wiser, holier choices. What it look like if we invited the jerks,
the criminals, and the fallen to dinner in our homes? What would happen? The cynic in me says, “They’d steal your stuff when you go to wash your hands, or worse.” That could happen. Or maybe, in the breaking of the bread the
fallen may see Jesus for the first time.
Maybe you’ll discover you are
the fallen one and you’ve actually invited Jesus over for dinner. You won’t know if you’ve shut the door and
locked it. Again; we experience the tension,
pain, discomfort, maybe even death. But
that’s where the grace is found.
As I watch
the bloodshed in the Holy Land (which hurts
tenfold now that I’ve met some of its beautiful people) I’m torn. I understand the Israeli’s desire for peace
and security where there is so much hate.
I understand the Palestinians desire for peace and security where there
is so much hate. Will there ever be
peace when an eye is sought for every lost eye?
It’s the way we’ve done things for a long time, and it’s not working, but
we keep trying. To defend oneself or another
in a broken world is a heartbreaking choice, and I’m torn between supporting
those who take up these “noble causes” and being faithful with the commands of
Jesus. Perhaps there is no middle ground
to be found in this tension. Maybe we
need to just embrace the brokenness, the hurt, and allow ourselves to be
hurt in the process. It’s how a loving relationship is
nurtured. You promise to love and trust
and expect the same to be returned, but you can’t guarantee that. If you want become secure from being hurt;
don’t ever get married, don’t have children, and leave home quickly. What kind of life is that? What kind of life would I have if Jesus never
invited a sinner like me to share the broken bread and the cup at His table, even as my brokenness and sin inflicts mortal wounds upon his flesh?
There are
no easy answers here, or maybe I just don’t want to admit the truth. So I’ll return to the question at Camp Tekoa
and close with this thought experiment.
“Well, the Bible says you
shouldn’t kill anyone, you know in the Ten Commandments, right?” “Yes.” “Well,
David, he killed Goliath, so was David bad, or what’s going on?” Here’s a thought; What if the Israelites
laid down their weapons and invited the Philistines to join them for supper and
worship the living God before the Ark of the Covenant? What would have happened? The
Israelites would have been slaughtered you may be saying, and perhaps
so. Instead they defended themselves,
slaughtered the army who sought to slaughter them, and Israel lived another day…and Israel fell another day (to Babylon ).
We face the brokenness of our world and sometimes decide that doing the
right thing is a luxury and chose brokenness as the norm. Let us pray for a better way. I believe we may discover a better way when we
embrace the brokenness, and be willing to take and accept the brokenness into ourselves. It’s what Jesus did for us, he embraced our
brokenness, and it killed him, but in that brokenness you find the grace.
All of this
was shared over hours on a bright, humid morning at Camp Tekoa with 5th graders and high schoolers.
“There is no way to peace
along the way of safety. For peace must
be dared. It is itself the great venture
and can never be safe. Peace is the
opposite of security. To demand guarantees
is to want to protect oneself. Peace
means giving oneself completely to God's commandment. Wanting no security, but in faith and
obedience laying the destiny of the nations in the hand of almighty God. Not trying to direct it for selfish purposes. Battles are won not with weapons, but with
God. They are won when the way leads to
the cross.” Dietrich Bonhoeffer, a German Lutheran
pastor and theologian who spoke out against Nazi atrocities in Europe, who
joined Nazi resistance groups, and was alleged to have been involved the
assassination attempts against Hitler.
He died a concentration camp shortly before the end of the war. Again, tension.
I have to thank the countless number of fellow pastors and friends whose insights and debates help me craft this blog.